I yearn for it
Yet I fear it.
At that particular moment,
A wish-come-true for change came down on me.
But it wasn’t what I wanted it to be.
I felt the earth crumbling down
And blinding me with light.
All too suddenly,
I’m in a new place,
A new reality.
And before my mind could grasp
Something, anything to give me balance
Familiar things that were thrusted upon me
Have become alien
And I felt myself to be sinking
Tied down by an anchor that didn’t seem to be there before
All of a sudden in shackles and in darkness
Forcing myself to be in slumber
Waiting for light to grace upon me